tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post3686151701120079943..comments2023-10-10T05:43:50.862-05:00Comments on The Hawn Family Weekly: PerfectJennifer Hawnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11364462082355767102noreply@blogger.comBlogger54125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-32282101668049316582009-07-31T19:54:14.556-05:002009-07-31T19:54:14.556-05:00so sorry for your loss. you have a beautiful fami...so sorry for your loss. you have a beautiful family and your strong faith is evident. hugs from new zealandscrappysuehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04820776600535640590noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-20891562291590032412009-07-31T01:59:06.237-05:002009-07-31T01:59:06.237-05:00I pray that your family finds peace, too. Your las...I pray that your family finds peace, too. Your last moments with Ryan will stay with you forever as will his memory.<br />He is whole.Lagean Ellishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10339501466903179629noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-63081056647070563632009-07-30T13:08:46.253-05:002009-07-30T13:08:46.253-05:00From the same Kristen who posted last night: I am...From the same Kristen who posted last night: I am listening to your playlist (all day) holding your family up in prayer, thinking of your strength as a mother and father and realizing how much this music probably aided you along this road. Music is so instrumental in my life and I can feel how much it is in yours too. Thinking of you...Kristen (Anne Koettings friend)<br />P.S. I wrote my grandmother's eulogy to "Fix You".Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16047569854317856988noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-61207217336044035102009-07-30T11:05:13.177-05:002009-07-30T11:05:13.177-05:00We do wish you peace, comfort and healing. We are ...We do wish you peace, comfort and healing. We are keeping your precious family before the Lord in prayer. We also rejoice with you that Ryan is in Heaven where he can't hurt anymore and where his body is perfect and whole. May God bless you during this difficult time.amyfishhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05657466285844051141noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-51449282194070459832009-07-30T10:12:40.182-05:002009-07-30T10:12:40.182-05:00Jenn, Chris and Charlotte,
Ryann was a lucky litt...Jenn, Chris and Charlotte,<br /><br />Ryann was a lucky little guy to have you in his life. If lifetimes could be measured by love, Ryan experienced a full life in his short six months. God know what he was doing when he brought Ryan into your lives. Please cherish the memories and be proud of the love and devotion you showed him and each other. Ryan's smile was his was his special way of saying I love you mommy, daddy and big sister....thanks for everything!<br /><br />Our thoughts and prayers are with you.<br /><br />Dave and ChristineDave and Christinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-15230697388028946652009-07-30T06:23:13.106-05:002009-07-30T06:23:13.106-05:00may love and light surround you and your beautiful...may love and light surround you and your beautiful family...all four of you. your sharing has touched my heart so deeply i can not say. praise god for your faith. praise god for your love. praise god for ryan and his powerful, powerful life. his love lives on in you and in his story. it has and will continue to touch many lives...as it has mine today. blessings.Suzanne Tuckerhttp://mymommymanual.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-85920553748481969122009-07-30T00:59:35.775-05:002009-07-30T00:59:35.775-05:00What a beautiful gift you were given & thank y...What a beautiful gift you were given & thank you for sharing your faith with all of us. May God comfort & bless you all & your special little angel Ryan.Barb S.noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-47155181291142650202009-07-29T23:35:05.140-05:002009-07-29T23:35:05.140-05:00Dear Jen, and Chris,
An aquaintance sent me this l...Dear Jen, and Chris,<br />An aquaintance sent me this link about your son and suddenly I was taken back 18 years ago when my own 1st born child Kurt died. We had tried for years to have a baby and finally were blessed with a healthy pregnancy. The day he was born after 36 hours of labor I had a c-section and when they brought him out of the safety of my womb all of our lives changed forever. He had a 1 in a million heart lung defect that they tried to fix but 6 months and many trips to the OR later he left us. He never left PICU at Cardinal Glennon and I never left him as I lived there with him. I am so very sorry that your beautiful precious Ryan. May God wrap you all in his loving arms and comfort you. 18 years ago for me and it seemd like yesterday.Thank you for sharing your beautiful son's story. Below is a favorite of mine.<br /><br /><br />Fallen Sparrow<br />(G. Bradford)<br />A sparrow fell, and no one heard.<br />No body cared. It was just a bird.<br />From all the numberless flitting throng<br />of sparrows,who would miss one song"<br />But God leaned down and whispered, "I care,<br />That was one of My sparrows, and I was there."<br />A beautiful boy, all sunshine and laughter,<br />(And sometimes scolding, with kisses after!)<br />And hurts to smooth over, and deed to applaud....<br />A beautiful boy fell! Where were you, God? <br />A boy fell! God why weren't You there?<br /><br />If you're God at all....then You could have prevented<br />This nightmare of pain! So you must have consented,<br />I've always believed You Were loving and good,<br />I'd like to believe still, if only I could.<br /><br />But God, if You love me, how can You allow<br />such unbearable pain as I'm feeling right now.<br />Such helplessness...helplessness...bitter Regret...<br />So many tears that have fallen and yet <br />So many more that are still locked Inside.<br /><br />Oh God...out there somewhere...have You ever cried?<br />I'm not even sure, anymore that You are real,<br />But if You are God...do you care how I feel?<br /><br />**********************************************************<br /><br />Beloved I care in the midst of your grief.<br />In the midst of your stricken and crumbling belief.<br />In the midst of the blackness of total despair.<br />in the midst of your questioning, child... I am there.<br /><br />"In the midst!" Not far off in some vague fifth dimension, <br />But there, where you are, giving you my attention.<br />My constant attention....and not just today, <br />Since before you were born, I have loved you this way.<br />You're important to Me, every hair on your head<br />I have numbered Myself, can these tears that you shed<br />Go uncounted.......unnoticed? Nay, child, here I stand<br />Close enough that each teardrop falls into My hand.<br /><br />I know what you suffer, I know what you'll gain,<br />If you'll let Me walk with you into your pain. <br />I'll carry your grief, and your sorrow I'll bear. <br />You've only to reach out your hand....I am there.<br /><br />Fear nothing for your dear son. <br />He is safe in My house, and all heaven's a whirl<br />With the ring ofhisr laughter, his quick eager smile,<br />And the things he's saving to show you "after awhile"<br />Yes, I could have prevented... but, child, you can't see,<br />With My perfect wisdom, trust him to me.<br /><br />Of course, you will miss him, but while you are weeping,<br />Remember, it's only his body that's sleeping<br />His "self" is awake, wide awake As I said, <br />I am God of the living, not God of the dead.<br /><br />Let Me walk with you now, through the long heavy days. <br />Let Me slowly begin changing heartache to praise. <br />Take hold of My hand child, take hold of My love.<br />I will lead you to joys that you yet know not of.<br />Your faith may be weak, and your trust incomplete,<br />But I'll walk not too fast for your stumbling feet.JMHhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09416028807836283065noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-79773168525104389512009-07-29T22:20:13.695-05:002009-07-29T22:20:13.695-05:00You are an amazing woman, an amazing family. We w...You are an amazing woman, an amazing family. We will always remember you and your family even though we have never met. Hearing you speak at the trivia night allowed me to realize what a special person you are but to read your entries is truly inspiring. You are a gift to this earth. I will pray for your continued strength. Blessings in God's name.Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16047569854317856988noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-33481368804457418172009-07-29T20:47:42.219-05:002009-07-29T20:47:42.219-05:00As I read this post, I cried. I am so happy you fe...As I read this post, I cried. I am so happy you felt peace in his last moments. But I cant help but be sad and angry you had to lose him. You are in my thoughts and prayers.mom2njihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00161033002882589345noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-28161557757976144572009-07-29T20:47:16.824-05:002009-07-29T20:47:16.824-05:00I am praying for you and your family. Your strengt...I am praying for you and your family. Your strength and faith is extraordinary. God bless you.Michellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00208693126891771898noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-6225156933736005172009-07-29T20:34:46.432-05:002009-07-29T20:34:46.432-05:00SummerSummerAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-58732624838516477142009-07-29T20:34:28.305-05:002009-07-29T20:34:28.305-05:00Continue to lean on Jesus as HE will be your stren...Continue to lean on Jesus as HE will be your strength through this difficult time. Jenn, you and Chris have had such a grace about you throughout this whole ordeal. As someone who has been there, just hang in there!!!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-76682618781268230252009-07-29T20:28:38.558-05:002009-07-29T20:28:38.558-05:00The words you used were absolutely Holy Spirit dri...The words you used were absolutely Holy Spirit driven. Beautiful, beautiful words to describe a moment most can not imagine and a boy who has captured not only your hearts, but so many that do not even know little Ryan. Blessings to you on your contintued journey . . .carriehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12055127825865641896noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-7529215153654544762009-07-29T18:02:48.774-05:002009-07-29T18:02:48.774-05:00Beautiful words about your beautiful boy. God Ble...Beautiful words about your beautiful boy. God Bless your lovely family.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-57468148350172925122009-07-29T17:41:33.086-05:002009-07-29T17:41:33.086-05:00I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thought...I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts during this time.Samanthahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15898070917378988019noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-68285909665631457492009-07-29T17:15:28.791-05:002009-07-29T17:15:28.791-05:00You do not know me, but I was shared your story th...You do not know me, but I was shared your story through a friend several months ago and have not been able to stay away. I have prayed for your family since the first time I read about Ryan. This last entry, of Ryans last moments was so amazing. The fact that he smiled one last must have been so wonderful for you and your family. My prayers are with you and your family.Elizabethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07567419028776046334noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-48356894343750500682009-07-29T17:05:19.659-05:002009-07-29T17:05:19.659-05:00I wish you peace and know that God is good and wil...I wish you peace and know that God is good and will take care of you and your beautiful Ryan! You are such a strong person and I will keep your entire family in my thoughts and prayers.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-82268692169714200442009-07-29T16:51:55.234-05:002009-07-29T16:51:55.234-05:00I have spent most of the afternoon reading your bl...I have spent most of the afternoon reading your blogs. What a love story to read. I don't think I have cried this much in years. My grown son's name is Ryan Michael..what a beautiful and precious name it is. Jenn, you have such a wonderful writing style. Your words and emotions projected from the page as gently and as powerful as the wind blows through the trees in spring. What a gift you have. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your entire beautiful family during this difficult time. I've been in your shoes and it's a journey I wouldn't wish on anyone, but ironically it created some of the most special memories of my lifetime. Please take care of yourselves and dear little Charlotte. It sounds as though your family is loved by many...let them surround you with their love at this time.Lisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01334746704464212549noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-71447203567737959012009-07-29T16:44:31.711-05:002009-07-29T16:44:31.711-05:00I thought of you all last night as I was getting r...I thought of you all last night as I was getting ready for bed. I realized the day was ending for you too, and it was the end of the very last day of Ryan's life. I remember the day my brother died, and I didn't want to go to sleep and end that day because of what it meant about losing him. So I prayed for comfort for you. I hope you felt it!<br /><br />I was shocked to read the news yesterday, and held my own son while I cried. Then I called Danielle to cry with her, and I've been thinking of you all and praying for you ever since. You came to mind this morning when I dressed my kids, when my son said "I love you" to me, when the beauty of a cool breeze slipped past me. I pray for soothing and peace for you.<br /><br />Lots of love from me and my family!Elizabethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04185549963848472081noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-29224459322954938812009-07-29T16:17:01.940-05:002009-07-29T16:17:01.940-05:00What a beautiful post and a very precious moment y...What a beautiful post and a very precious moment you were able to share as Ryan went to be with Jesus! My heart breaks for you and your family as I know there are mixed emotions. Peace and joy that Ryan is no longer suffering in any way and sadness as you miss him, his smell, his sweet loving eyes and beautiful smile. You have all been in my prayers for months now and will continue to be. Thank-you so much for sharing your life with so many. It truly shows that God is real and for each and every person there is a purpose no matter how long or short their time here on Earth is. May God bless and comfort you now and the days and weeks ahead. Your faith and strength have been such an inspiration to so many. I have shed many tears for all of you today, but I have also found comfort in knowing God's love and the peace he has given you. Always in our prayers....Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-20218663379408659612009-07-29T15:06:24.858-05:002009-07-29T15:06:24.858-05:00I heard about your story on another blog. I am so ...I heard about your story on another blog. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I have gone back and read most of your entries. Your family will be in my prayers.MaranathaMomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13540649767735349756noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-49918583553479836122009-07-29T14:30:42.957-05:002009-07-29T14:30:42.957-05:00My heart goes out to you and your family. Your des...My heart goes out to you and your family. Your description of Ryan's last, big, bright smile moved me beyond words. Although I do not know you, your family is in my thoughts. All my bestKristinahttp://tinyurl.com/dc59jnnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-12352688748329919702009-07-29T14:29:32.964-05:002009-07-29T14:29:32.964-05:00Beautiful.Beautiful.Daniellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05305850648928447302noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1900113821323304485.post-59012248703387485632009-07-29T14:26:46.076-05:002009-07-29T14:26:46.076-05:00We are weeping with you...
Leaning on the Everlast...We are weeping with you...<br />Leaning on the Everlasting All-knowing arms of our Savior,<br />The Murray QuadsThe Murray Crewhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17084188688122422434noreply@blogger.com